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Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Time to quit smoking...AGAIN!

I started taking chantix AGAIN! I had some left from a prior script! I know its not a good idea, but what the hell, they are mine and last time I took them I quit smoking without a problem, as long as I continued taking the chantix! The dreams I had from this wonderful drug were great the last time I took it. I could not wait to go to sleep. This time is a little different! I have had anxiety filled, cant sleep, racing, almost nightmares! OMG I have no idea what the difference is this time around. To give you an example, last night part of the Thelma and Louise team were busting people for making meth, I think I was Thelma but I'm not really sure? I continue to smoke although it is getting easier to not smoke an entire cigarette and when at home, I go longer between smokes. I just hope the dreams go back to the good dreams and I get some sleep. If someone looks at me sideways today I may have to kill them. Time to go have another cigarette!

2 comments:

  1. Like I said before--Friends help friends move--Real friends help friends move bodies. Call me if you need help. Good luck with the smoking--My jim is back to smoking.

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  2. Good Luck Becky! You can do it! You can do it! WE all still love ya...smokes or no smokes!! Hugs!!

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